why is it that I’m never satisfied?

Im my worst enemy. I take for granted the moments where I should be soaking it all in and never wanting to let go. I keep doing it. What’s going to slap me in the right direction. I need help. I’m in the inbetween if that makes sense. I have these goals but suddenly I find myself out of interest and moved on to something else. I don’t know what to do. Should I disconnect my phone because it seems to be a problem.

Sincerely,

Jenny